i hired a hitman to kill my parents but stopped the hitman from killing my grandparents. I then went into a huge communal shower/bathroom full of laughing women and huge overhead showers that cascaded water down all over me. I didn't want to get my hair wet but took a shower anyway and reached up to feel my hair to realize it was a mess.
This dream may reflect deep-seated feelings of guilt or conflict regarding family relationships. The act of hiring a hitman could symbolize feelings of anger or betrayal towards your parents, while saving your grandparents represents a desire to protect or preserve familial connections. The communal shower may suggest a need for cleansing or vulnerability in sharing your true emotions. The water can symbolize overwhelming feelings that you cannot control, and your reluctance to wet your hair may indicate fear of exposing your true self or the consequences of your actions. Overall, this dream conveys a struggle with complex family dynamics and the weight of internal turmoil.